femme fatale
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FEMME FATALE
(PRINCESS SCHUND)
Why wouldn't he come?Is he blind or deaf or bothdoes he see me snorting linesWith some stranger like a whorehe ignores my groans and criesas I crawl down on the floordeign my face down to his feet,in my mouth I taste the scenenauseous, low but somehow sweet,and In this state I must be seenI have faith that this ain't rightthere has to be a better timefor back then the future was so clearmein märchenprinz komm zu mirwhy hasn't he come?Does he need me punished more?Wicked men have come and goneRipped me up like famished dogstaken all and then some moreAnd most that's left is plenty scarredSo what more have I got to pawn,to pay for future I have known?Soaked and wet with spite and shame I'll wait for fate to call my name,take it's hand and fly at last,above my shame, erase the past.My märchenprinz at long last due Has kept my heart in constant strainHe owes my life a start anewThis one he wasted with his delayWhat's to be when he doesn't come?Forgive and forget? live and let live?He left me to revel in my very own shitand wasted my life, my youth, my prideto the last moment I'd prayed to be by his sideI've been to hell, and in hell I am stillall the while thinking he'd foot the bill.How shameful it's been, and still it's the samedegrading myself in his very namefor him to betray me, not a glance my waythese people, these places, I was meant to get awaySo where's the reward for all the years gone?Where's the mercy I prayed for so long?How could I have known that fate would change it's course?Yet if I turn around now I'll shrivel from remorsefor all I ever did for him would at once turn to rust.I have to endure, I must......have faith that this ain't rightthat there has to be a better timefor back then the future was so clearmein märchenprinz komm zu mir
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